(English) Loving Diversion

LOVING DIVERSION
(By LadyAxR)

My heart even barked with rapidity, its pumping increased so that not yet it believed the happened thing to me, the people who before me were asked things to me and I answered not even without knowledge that responded with exactitude, did by inertia, my mind was responsible for my because it continued thinking about her, continued feeling the hug that had given me to the scene when raising and the joke whom it had loved to me to spend to me and all the presents, nobody waited for its visit, not even I I had imagined it. Minutes before raising I the scene for my presentation it had spoken with her and it had to me counted who very was occupied in her house with her children, had deceived to me well, because it was not certain, because disguised of man compinchada with my staff had loved me to deceive I suppose, but that she not yet understood it, could not deceive to me, because her she would recognize it with the closed eyes and thousands of kilometers of distance since the one was my heart that always put when it was near her, and then it recognized it right away, to my friend, to Shines. Single scene was just a short time in next to my but that coarse to leave me nervous and but because when to lower again it put direct to dressing rooms while it said me that it would hope me to take leave of me, that was what I publish thought and saw but what not they saw is that again appeared but this time in silence, at the end of all the people who were there and I saw it, watched it while she smiled to me, quiets, supported in the wall, to I complete it of the hall, while I ended my presentation that with my state of nervousness was something to me complicated.

While it followed the wheel of questions, you complete that I had left to do in my presentation sometimes observed it of reojo but without letting pay attention to the public, she followed with its beautiful smile and sometimes it gave an eye wink me that melted to me and I eat idiot corresponded to him with one more a laughter more nervous than another thing. It was wishing that everything to go finished to embrace it again, to feel it next to me again. And the destiny was of my part because everything passed express and I saw as somebody warned to me that already it had to dismiss to me and to leave scene.

People requested to me that it was more time, but although on the one hand is what wanted by another one preferred to go to me next to her who hoped to me already I suppose within dressing rooms because no longer she could see supported it in the wall. While he walked by the corridor returned to my followed dressing room of my staff asked to them them since they had done it for which I did not realize don't mention it and my friend surprised to me, my personal assistant, my right hand, David, informed to me into everything what they had done for that great surprise that they gave me while he laughed without being able to stop because he perfectly knew my feelings towards Shines, he knew that it was very important for me and that at the moment so hard that was passing she would help me as always had done it. Let think about my life by that moment, think about the bad memories and walk more express to arrive at my dressing room and to see it, to see its glance, its smile, its words. It listened to the voice of David behind me and tried to tranquilize to me so that much did not notice to me before Lucy, I put the hand in pomo and breathing deep it turns opening it the door treating to have a calm and indifferent aspect, but what I saw before my it saddened to me in a second.

- What demons you are making Jeff here?
- I want to speak with you Renee, I need explicarte
- I do not want any explanation of you, you do not deserve nothing else of my, I finish all last Saturday, your you left it enough sure so lárgate of here now same
- Pero Renee, your always you have said to me that a person needs one second opportunity
- If, it is probable but to you I have given you more than one and this time you are not going to me to convince thus that you leave by where you have entered, that by the way, how you have obtained it? -. Watch David who shrank of shoulders and denied with the head. - Sácalo of here David
- Renee, hopes, I want decirte that….
- We go Jeff, she I do not want verte-. David- took part. - They see with me. I indicate to him with the arm so that it left the dressing room. He denied and I approach my taking me from the arms
- Renee, affection, you cannot leave, I do not want me, I feel what I did to you, will not return to happen, not….
- Exactly, it will not return to pass so that you will be never in my life nor next to me, márchate
- Jeff… -. David I approach and it put its hand to him in the wrist. - You will not want that it calls to security truth?
- No, already I leave, but ..... -. Jeff tightened but shoulders to me and began to hurt to me
- Suéltame… -. It shouts to him and David I react separating it from a push moving away it of me, it took it of the arm and I drag it towards the door that when turning the three we saw to us Lucy arrive with a pair of refreshments in the hand
- Good noch…. that happens?
- Nothing, Jeff who already march, excuses to us? -. David amiably and without creating scandals it coat outside my dressing room, Lucy I watch myself but astonished that another thing and I who I was happy of its encounter of before now felt to me fatal
- All Ren good?
- If, which I do not understand is as the security of is not used here for anything, I requested that they did not let enter and….
- You talk about Jeff?
- If
- I feel friend, when I arrive I saw outside and she said I that had had left with you and I enter with me, I thought that…
- You do not worry friend, but….good and your like these? -. It approaches me her, needed to feel its hug that was corresponded as always with that affection that as much she as I we felt the one by the other.
- Well, it contents to be here, David I am called and it requested this bromita, I hope to me has not bothered to you
- No, for anything, it has made me laugh much, thanks friend, really needed it, I am passing bad moments
- I know it, is what they have to me that way counted and like you have not deigned to call me for contármelos, that by the way always I must myself find out by third people, that bad you are eh? , because there were no this Ren to me?
- It did not want preocuparte, that you walk occupied with your work
- Then yes, but so that we are the friends if it is not for being at the bad moments and the good ones also eh? -. Me wink an eye, I watched it in silence, watched sonreírme, wanted to disappear at those moments next to her, where nobody found us and without thinking more I said it
- Sácame of here friend, llévame to some place to amuse to me, to relax to me by tonight, without having to anybody under my position, without….without thinking more about anybody than in us
- Tenemos we? ..... mmmmmm….that sounds amused. Arching its eyebrow. - I do It if you promise a thing to me?
- The one that you want Shines, but single if you take to me far from the city, far from all my life by hours
- And by one night?
- How?
- Ren, I want tenerte one night for my, want to take to you to a wonderful place, with much diversion, but we must spend the night outside
- It is well, you I promise it, will spend the night with you
- Perfect, we go then

I took to my purse feeling a great chill when one of its hands I deposit myself in my back to give me of tranquillity little while it smiled to me. Because account did not occur? , he died me by her long time ago and it did not see it, my heart beat strongly when it took a hand me, or she embraced giving me friendship affection to me , but I died in I silence, to love it, to want to embrace it of another different form, my tears fell during my single night, in my house, or in company of which she did not wish my side, because single I loved her, loved all his person and single it was my friend. While we walked by the exit corridor throwing to us a laughter of the man clothes who had taken before we saw arrive at David.

- Renee, his car…
- You do not worry for that reason David-. It took part Shines smiling. - It comes with me in mine, I am going it to kidnap
- Jajá….Lucy does very well, deserves it
- Disculpa? -. It watches it serious
- No, I say….I mean that….
- That? -. I insisted followed serious, wanted to him to crack a joke to him, its face change
- That… that is well that… good that….-. My laughter was not made hope and it responded slightly not entrusting itself in if he were in serious or playfully
- Calm David, hazme a favor, llévate my car to house, and you say to him to my mother which it will outside spend the night, that everything is well and that tomorrow Saturday return to house, better thought already I call I and I say to him, your single one takes my car to my house, Monday we see ourselves in the office
- Very or, that passes it or
- It all outside hears… how this? -. It shines I ask
- Well, everything cleared
- Perfect, we go? -. I watch myself smiling
- Sure good bye David
- Good bye

Both we walked, we went without speaking in silence, Shines it opened the door and it was certain, the exit was desert was logical since without giving us account they had passed a pair of hours between things and others, but as always did not lack some despistadillo that remained until the last moment for seeing us leave and was to be thankful that they held colds, rain and heat when required the occasion, in serious that that type of people was those that were worth the trouble more, approached a reduced group which we took care of with an pleasant photos, autographs and laughter, later they left like we, raising the car of Lucy it marks to him my mother by telephone. I told it that it was with her and who would spend the night outside, I requested to him that took care of my son and it agreed saying that would take it to its house, that amused to me and that it had well-taken care of. My mother always recommended to me to leave that she deserved more of the life, not only to work, the house and the boy and according to my mother that better than with my better friend, I smiled when listening that and asentí, it was certain, watches it Shines already lead, I smiled to him. After about five minutes of char it typical of a mother so that it took care of to me and others I hung. I proposed her to him that she spoke to its family to warn, but responded to me that it would do it in the next powerboat that stopped to refuel gasoline.

- Until where you think to take friend to me?
- Until the aim of the world if with it I remove a smile to you from heart
- You are crazy Lucy?
- Single poquito-. It smiled. - But you do not say it to which is a secret between you and I
- Jajaja… is worth, and now in serious, where you take to me?
- It is a surprise but what if I assure to you it is that you are going away to amuse, good… that I hope

While it continued leading I calmly I spoke to him of my future cinematographic project, it attempts to the highway listened in silence, from time to time gave some advice me on some questions of which I spoke to him like I did the same when she began to say me that she had in mind to make a single disc with music rock to old usanza as to her it liked. Thus I arrive the moment for stopping in the powerboat, while she entered to pay to the gasoline I I dedicated herself to put it in the jet I number 13. 13? , it was peculiar today was day 13, my beginning in the work went to 13:00 hours, said that was I number of the bad luck but to me always had gone to me well, would be a signal of something? , perhaps and but because already I realized of where it took to me, to the lujuriosa and crazy city of the planet earth “the fertile valleys”. Game, and pure diversion in all the senses as much by day as at night. It again appeared with both hands taking a pair of coffees offering to me one we mounted in the car, while she told me that already she had spoken to house to inform that that night would pass it outside. It returned to lead and it commented to him that already she knew where we went, smiled answering me who wise the city but that never imagined where she would take it in this city and in that she was right, me never imagines it until she arrives at the place. When lowering to us of the car it said to me elevating its hands.

- They erase ..... I wait for it benefits like a dwarf, oh. .perdón by the one of…
- Calm Jajaja… already I am customary that you call to me small is not the first time jajajaj….but… -. Watch before me, was aquatic a great park of attractions. - But you have brought to me up to here, leading almost two hours single to come to an amusement park?
- An amusement park is not single friend. I approach me. - It is the greater park worldwide, inaugurated the last week and they have said to me that very it is amused and your you needed that friend, diversion to the maximum, and in any case you you do not complain to me eh? , you have promised to me that you will be mine tonight so you hold
- Bond, is worth, you are right, I am not complaining Lucy-. I gave a pat and it rubs the hands to me. - We begin the diversion, it is certain will not think but and we will amuse ourselves
- Thus it is spoken. I pass an arm to me through shoulders, watches it
- But we have a problem, we did not bring suit of….
- Baño? , you do not worry there store inside, I give one to you and if… you do not use jajaj…
- You already wanted your….jajaja
- Then yes, but that already will be another day, we go. It gave a slight push me and we walked towards the ticket office

And it was right, it was certain, he was enormous and tapeworm of everything, stores, places to eat, to rest and sinfín of aquatic attractions, we began by the fast tracks, followed of toboganes that one behind other we threw ourselves smiling without stopping, single it had happened half an hour when already it felt to me exhausted of as much water and to raise and to lower by the hills and stairs, I stopped to seat to me in a bank under a tree, she continued saying to me that it did not hold anything, thing that I caused that it returned to raise to me and to continue amusing to us. And no longer it could to the hour that I fell in a turf piece when it did not realize, although do not take in giving it to it and I approach me lying down to my side.

- You would have to often make more exercise friend because single it has passed one hour and no longer strips of your body jajaj
- If I had a gymnasium as you in my safe house she would do it but as I am not rich like your then….
- I am not rich Ren jajaj… if outside it would not be here at this moment
- Ah… no? , it goes and where you would be?
- Together to you in a desert island that it would buy for the two
- Jajajaja….you are incredible
- And wonderful you. I approach a little single to retire a tuft of my hair.

That contact to me put nervous, she did it because she considered me as a sister but to me killed that proximity to me, did not want it, she damaged to me so she raises to me and smiling trying to forget those words I yielded my hand to him to follow in the aquatic games. And another pair of hours was past, between games and having supper and taking some it cotoots that other than offered to us in the bar when we were and already went of exit. Leaving the enclosure we took the car to go us to a discoteca to dance a little as we decided because in spite of being at daybreak we even wanted but, not without before saying to him that we had to look for a hotel to have where to sleep soon since we could not lead of return in that state having alcohol in our bodies. We obtained a room in the Paris hotel and for my bad luck I had to share room with her since there was a convention of I do not know that roll and was all plenty, good at least I could obtain that in the room outside two beds so that they tried to give one us of marriage and I again gave account that gave the one us that took I number 13.

There it went when it comments to her the chances to him of the number and it said me that it was my destiny, such time had to bet to that number and this and done. We lowered to the casino of the hotel and aposte and I suppose was my destiny in that day so that I touch 10,000 dollars of the roulette. So contented we put ourselves that we were ourselves fast to a discoteca to celebrate it, between laughter and glasses the time flew and I leave without giving us account to us. I was on my awares and watches around, the head exploded to me as never and it cost to me to remember the happened thing, single I remembered the alcohol that my body drank and that swears not to return to never do it never. Then it was when I felt it, there it was, embracing themselves more to me, looking for to curl up itself, could not think what saw but it was Shines between my arms and the worse thing was that did not remember anything of the happened thing, neither when, nor so that, nor that it had happened. It raises to me treating about not waking up it and when leaving between savannahs I saw undresses and I saw myself similarly. This could not be happening, was not certain, because I I did not wish it not thus but, so that? , nor at least it remembered it.

I saw as even slept I embraced myself to the pillow when leaving it bed, I put an Albornoz which I found in the bath, it watches me at the mirror and it had the painting all bullfight by my face, washes the face to me and rubbing my eyes it tries to remember, but it did not manage to do it. I left in silence not to wake up it, not yet it wanted to face it and it arrives until the telephone I seated in a chair that was alongside and I requested two breakfasts to reception, insurance to the equal one that I wished to eat when waking up. When hanging I realized of which there was dvd working but when having the dull television did not see the image. I ignited it and I put mute, the image that left before my was what it never imagines to see in all my life. Lucy to a side, in front of me, taking me the hands, watching me to the eyes and before us a high gentleman, corpulento spoke, I raised a volume little stops after five minutes of video to see our marriage. It could not think what my eyes saw, that had to be a joke of Shines that was spending to me, but like being it? , I was there giving “if I want”. Perhaps the happened thing watches my hand to confirm one hundred percent and if there it were, the ring that in the image saw that it me put it was in my finger. It makes use at the top to me, supporting to me almost in my knees, it wanted to remember the sight in the video but it did not manage to do it and that to me was putting nervous and it was causing to more headache del to me that already it had.

- I thought that you would be glad when seeing the video reminder. To listen to its voice made elevate to me, adorned in a white Albornoz watches it at its blue eyes, explodes in tears without giving account me. - You do not cry love. I kneel down before me, touching my left cheek
- Tu…. your you remember it Shines? -. It asks to him between tears
- If, both we wanted it, both… Ren, the two we wanted to do it, you regret?
- No, if, I do not know, listening Shines this….I do not remember anything, and now wide-awake and I see myself there marrying to me with you,….nonmemory, like step? , so that? , your never… your…
- Renee, you love to me, me you said it and you demonstrated me last night to it I also I want to you, by that the two we allowed when doing it
- By the love of God… -. It raises moving away to me to me of her. - Luce….this not….-. Walk by the room but it retained me by the back, embracing to me of the waist
- My love last night when we were in the bed to not you said that me, last night….
- Last night not that step….-. It shouts to him taking hold its hands and loosen it of me. - But does not give account you that this is a madness Shines? , that without telling that they will put prey to you because you have committed bigamy. Lucy by the love of God your these married already, you cannot marry at the same time with another person
- I rectify to you, was married, it has been separating to me for months and you know it
- But not yet you have papers and…
- Yes, they arrived the last week to me so I already can marry with whoever and when it wants and my decision was to do it with you last night and that is something of which I do not regret I love you because I want Ren to you, and I have always done it
- You are crazy Lucy
- You do not get upset Ren, is joke
- Joke? -. It turns to me to watch it fixedly
- Jajaj… if, single it wanted gastarte a joke, relájate jajaj….
- You are saying to Me that everything is a joke? , the ring? , dvd? , the love that you finish to me confessing?
- If… jajaja….-. One seated in the chair that I occupied before while she continued ing ***reflx mng itself
- Crees that is graceful?
- If….jajaj you must have seen your face jajaja…
- Then you would have to learn that with the love friend does not gamble. I said to him serious while it advanced the door because they had called. After one went away the waiter followed she speaking
- I have not played with the love Renee, because… so that your you do not love to me certain? -. That question made to go down the glance to me
- NonLucy, I do not love to you. It had to lie to him, at the outset all this situation I damage to me but by the fact of to me not to have married with her, if so that she did not remember it and I it would not like to remember that wonderful moment if it got to happen in my life
- Well, because then dejémonos of trivialities, single were a stupid joke, I feel it if I made damage, I go bathroom, will shower to me, we had breakfast and we become to house in agreement?
- Bond

I saw enter the bath and I in silence I continued removing tears that could not stop, cursed me to my same one by everything what happened, by that joke that she had cracked to me that if she of truth knew my feelings safe had not done. But that never never exchange so that it was not going to say no feeling to him that it tied, because if it were had bold to ***reflx mng itself that of the love that form, if she knew of my serious love in more damage would cause so much to me me as to her, since she did not love me like I her. I returned to watch the video while had breakfast, like was possible that she had made me do that and I not to remember it. It left the bath and one seated me in front of to have breakfast, in silence, removes conversation to him. It asked him for as it obtained it and it said me that paper requested me to interpret, as if we were making a future film and that although it cost to him that it accepted, according to her I was sold by a red rose. It was not to be strange since they fascinated to me, I smiled to him before that fact.

- Listening I did not want to put to me thus before Shines, perdóname
- You do not worry friend, if, was strong the joke, perdóname your a my will not return to happen
- Ok

And we returned to burial silence, finishes before it so I went away to shower, when Left she or was ready to march to us, had gathered everything, we paid what we had taken ourselves in the bar of the hotel and went to parking to gather its car, or mounted remembered that one had forgotten something and it requested me that later hoped that had to return, twenty minutes serious, calm return, in silence I take the car and we marched to our city. A pair of hours later me left dismissing to me in my house, with a kiss and a greeting of hands I start again and I move away of my, once again I move away of me and I did not retain it, once again I said to him in drowned words while she greeted it with my arm in stop in the distance, “I want much love we see myself to you soon”. Between in house, he calls to my mother and average hour later my son already was next to me. Step a pair of weeks in which it does not manage to see it by the work of the two which it prevented us to join to us, but we spoke on the telephone and all it went us well to two. A day without previous warning I went to its house, thus would not have more excuses to put to me so that it began to suspect that it did not want to see me. Arrive and the door opened its daughter to it.

- Hello Renee, how long….-. It gave a hug me. - As everything by the work goes?
- Well. Between a the invitation that gave Daisy- me. - I hope not to bother, happened this way and I said a safe cafelito offer to me
- Sure she happens inside, I I went of exit but my mother is in the study, walks finishing songs that are resisting to them
- Bond, hears see if we see ourselves to eat or something, that whenever I see you Daisy is of haste and running
- It is well… -. Me hug and left the house, I I walk in search of Shines, arrives until the door of its study that half-opened was, was going to touch when it listens to it speak aloud
- By which? , so that you did as much damage to me? , I cannot think what step, you damaged the heart and I know to me that never I am going to forget to you, nor will forget those moments….-. It approaches me to see

And I almost fall to the ground of the impression, Lucy watched dvd of our supposed wedding. Sitting in the ground requested an explanation to him to that image that reflected the television set while it cried without stopping. It scares to me, my heart I am scared and I left there, did not want that she knew that she was there listening to it at those moments that I did not understand very well. I occurred the return I wanted I left its house without being Vista, almost when arriving at the door retained a broken paper to me upon a table, did not have to watch, but my curiosity was stronger when seeing the seal of fertile valleys, although the letter was broken in two joins pieces both and I read most important for me.

“Therefore both contrayentes must come to annul the made marriage .....”

And I read express the day, the date, the hour, was certain, in that letter informed to him that as much she as I we had to annul the marriage, but she said to me that….that everything was joke, how was possible that now that letter arrived to him from the court? , then…. was not joke. From my thoughts I remove Daisy that I enter its house again and me pillo with the letter in my two hands.

- I feel it forgets… to me what you make Ren?
- Nothing… single I…….
- Renee? -. Lucy appeared behind me, turns to see it to me
- I feel it,… single I I wanted… -. Miro my hands, soon fixed its Vista in its daughter
- Creo that you were going to leave Day truth?
- If mother. She understood her mother like I, she left the house
- They see Renee, we must speak
- If. We arrived at the hall, we seated and after it put to me a coffee that amiably offered sitting to me in front of me began…
- Renee, you do not worry about anything, I try to annul it that same day that we came but never she imagines that they would also request your company/signature to me, I feel it, but you go to the court and companies everything was in anything, so not to worry about anything, it is but until you can do it if offers a single fax and with that….
- Delay, delay Shine, please, of what you speak to me? , you are saying to me that… that everything was… was certain? -. It even asked incredulous
- Yes, but you do not worry I….
- It lets say that of you do not worry to me, to me these putting nervous and I do not want estarlo-. I almost loosen a slight shout to him. - And contéstame well
- Good then if Ren, you I am saying it that if, that we are married at the moment, who was not joke that single I said that to you so that you had that reaction and I do not want causarte pain nor damage some
- Then what you said to me on the following day in that room was lie?
- If
- Everything was lie?
- To that you talk about?
- To everything It shines, to everything what you said to me
- If these asking to me if I lay to you at the time of my feelings, no, were not lie, I love you Renee, and that he is something that I cannot nor I want to change. Be in silence, did not wait for that confession, but it did not displease on the contrary always wishes to me either to listen to it of its lips
- Then déjame that I located friend, we are married, we spent the night together and you love to me
- But I know that by your part it is not thus, I saw in your eyes that morning, but calm, everything was solved and I hope that you do not have any resentment to me and we pruned to continue being friends. It raises to me of the armchair, needed to walk, to be quiet it could not at the moment, it turns to me to watch the one that followed to me with his to even watch sitting in its place. - Renee, of this does not have anybody so that to find out a thing that … that was a madness, single went you must companies and everything finished, please, we will do because it has not passed anything, you want?
- No, I do not want
- I will understand that you do not want to return to see me and will respect the decision that…
- That that Lucy, that I take? -. That demons happened to me? , she was idiot, the woman whom he loved said to me that he wanted to me, we were married, we had spent one night wonderful, although I did not remember it but she opened but like those, she was determined to tell my feelings him, to confess to him what she loved it. - My decision is that desire to be to your side
- How?
- The one that you hear friend
- These trying to me to say that… -. I rise of its seat and I approach me. - What you want to me in your life?
- By always, yes, that is what I want, wants to be with you, wants amarte, wants tenerte and wants decirte that thanks to break the paper so that I never will sign. I arrive until my height to take themselves from the waist and to be attracted until her
- I can kiss the fiancèe? -. Picarona said to me yawing an eye
- Déjame to think? … if

And she I deposit in my its sweet lips, its flavor I captivate to me, made me shake my knees, that I felt held by her since me hug but, its mouth entangled with mine was made feel wonderful things in my heart, within me, in all my being and liked and wanted I but, she knew that that kiss would remember it by always. I move away of my single centimeters to say to me.

- I believe that already it is hour of which we begin proper our honeymoon
- I create to remember that you said that morning to me that the previous night already….good that your if you remember that already… we happened… goes the night together no?
- One was single mentirijilla pious affection, we did not pass it, you you slept to me before time. I gave a slight blow him in its shoulder
- That bad you are Shines, I hope that from now on not… -. Me hill the mouth with a kiss while it took me between his arms
- Renee… is not moment now for discussing, already will speak more ahead, has all our life to speak.