(English) Memories Without Forgetfulness

MEMORIES WITHOUT FORGETFULNESS

(By LadyAxR)

Take hold my hat and sali by the door of the kitchen directing me to a small orchard that tapeworm in the back part of my farm. I liked to be in, I liked to take care of my own vegetable and she relaxed to me. I was a time and I arrive one from my workers saying to me that they had problems with the childbirth of a cow. Later to solve the problem that I take everything afternoon, I could awhile rest before my son arrived with his family, thing that it enchanted to me to receive those visits because it adored my grandsons and they were not very common that they came, but that time they said I that would have left to small vacations with me, I fascinate the idea.
I, towards time it lived single, since enviude, two years back and dedicate to me exclusively to the Farm that my husband and I constructed already towards 10 years back. My life that day change when we bought the farm, previously had dedicated to me to be actress, the truth was something that it enchanted to me and even I like although I decided to stop a time, already tired as much center, lights, cameras to me and that time step to be ten years and now I feel happy, with a farm Prospero and pure air every day. Sometimes in spite of the time there is press that it looks for to me but always I try not to have contact, I do not want that my life is disturbed or the one of my family.
It watched in the mirror just exit to me of the bath and in spite of having 50 years it conserved to me either, he was or certain that that say that the pure air and frees rejuvenece. She is not that she concerned much neither my age to me, nor if saw me very or, but always a woman wishes to be pleased inner and outer. I got dressed but fast that I could because it had listened to arrive a car, it shows me by my window and I saw my son leave. They had already arrived and I was not ready, but I made express.
Lower running and you embrace my grandsons, two charming boys who in spite of the short time that saw them wanted much to me, the woman of my son, amiable, Stake out, you were a good mother and my son. They made a family happy and that to my I liked by that my son deserved itself to be happy.
- Son I feel it I have not been able haceros the supper that I promised to you, is that I had afternoon occupied…
- Ren- does not worry. Alice smiling. - So that better we did not leave outside and we had supper?
- Good, that could become, this good, I invite I to you to the restaurant of the town that you say to me? -. my grandsons said that if but my son were not in favor very of the work
- I Am tiring Mother, wanted to have left here
- Well, then we are going to do the following thing, to have supper fast better I go I to the restaurant and I buy to bring to house, thus is better? -. I said to them smiling
- If, better. My thanked for son
- I accompany to him. It added Stakes out amiably. - Small, you already are mayorcitos, put your suitcases in your dormitory, the one of the part of down Ren?
- If
- They listened its grandmother well, walking
My grandsons followed their father while He stakes out and I we went in I walk to the car to go to the town. We did not take much, and by the way we were speaking of many things. Llegamos and Willy took care of express, he was a great friend of my husband and I support us when just we arrived at the town, it enchanted its restaurant to me, he was comfortable, hogareño and with good food.
When we already returned Stakes out laughed and it said to me that that man was enchanted with me and that she thought that she was enamored, I nothing else ed ***reflx mng myself and she denied it. But that was something that my husband also already before had commented to me, thing that I always said that it was impossible, in any case I to him I did not want it and as my husband said to me, it was not my fault to be so handsome, she surprised it, she missed its commentaries and their cares and their love. It was not the love of my life, but it was a pretty, clean and pure love. When we arrived, we put the table between the two and they did not take in lowering of its rooms when they listened to us in the hall.
- Grandmother, you know that you have left in the news?
- In the news? -. Watch my son
- I not nothing, I have not seen anything but they say that they have seen you
- Thus? , and that said affection? -. My grandsons were not very greater 6 and 8 years, but they understood enough
- Then it has left images when you worked in the Xena series, you remember?
- If my love. Go if it decided to me those moment, were very pleasing and her, never it will forget its blue face nor its eyes until the day of my death, always in my heart will take that love to me that she did not dare to live next to my. - And of which they spoke? , that said?
- Then they spoke of Gabrielle and Xena and the other actors and of which if they were going away to reunite and….
- They did not say that idiot. To its eight years it wanted to know but that nobody and always shut up to its brother
- You do not call to him thus. I fight my son to him. - Pídele pardon to your brother
- It pardons. It gave a kiss him. - But it is that they said but, not only that, was speaking if your grandmother who you had moved away of that, because you would go to the funeral of Lucy as you went to the funeral of Xena
- Funeral? -. The world unemployment for my at that same moment, God, could not believe it, Lucy, died? -. - To see díganme well, said that Xena had died?
- If, good that Xena had died and the actress, or that we understood
My tears appeared of my eyes, I could not be contained, my son I approach me, wise what I loved Lucy, me hug. It consoled to me while it took me to the kitchen , it did not want that their children saw me thus, and was the best thing. God! , Lucy, my Lucy, could not believe it, like was possible? , so many years I dreamed it, so many years loves it and now no longer it was had gone away for always, without being able to love it as I wished it, without being able to have it to my side.
Its beauty disappeared and I did not saw it, it did not see it from towards many years but always it loves it and it loves it by all my life and beyond her. My tears did not stop, my son seated to me in one of the chairs of the kitchen and it gave a water glass me, that hardly if I could happen through my throat. I Could not have left is sitting had to call to his daughter Daisy, had to know that there was past, towards long time that did not speak to its house but it had to do it, could not let go to its burial.
- Affection, son búscame the telephone, I must speak to Daisy
- If mother, sure right now you I bring it
I saw Leave to my son and my tears continued crossing my cheeks, thinking about that lost one that not yet believed to me, like was possible? , God had taken it so soon, as soon as just fulfilled the 56. It never listens that it had nothing bad, its race it followed in height and it continued being the great Lucy Lawless, actress, singer and good person. My son I arrive with the telephone.
- Mother, tranquilícese please, is going away to become ill. It said to me embracing to me
- If, it pardons son it is that… I am not created this news
- Well perhaps I already imagine, it takes, it calls and it finds out the boys have been confused
- If, you are right
It remembered I number perfectly, often long ago had repeated it to only be able to listen to its voice in the answering machine, conformed to me to that. Nobody I answer myself and that made me begin to be hopeless to me. I decided to speak to my daughter, she tapeworm the telephone of Daisy, they if they continued seeing itself and were friends.
- Dígame?
- Iris, daughter, I call to you by….
- I already imagine me to it mother, was I aim of llamarte, I believe that you would have to come to the city, she needs to you at these moments, needs a good friend in whom to lean
- If, clear that I am going to go but since it has happened? , so that? , that was what it has happened? , cuéntamelo everything, Daisy like this?
- It was a terrible accident, a truck went a high mother, Daisy this good, good supporting to its mother pe….
- Mother? , Lucy? , she this good? -. My heart gave a joy upset, a brief hope
- If, clear mother, clear that this good, because within all takes it as it can, but needs a friend who….
- Bueno….then… to see that I do not find out to me well, it is that in the television the boys listened that Lucy… Lucy had died
- Oh… not….no, thanks to God no, mother was Rob, Lucy this very badly, Daisy I am called and she told the happened thing me, tonight I will be in his house with them, go to help Daisy to prepare sepelio, Lucy not this very well, is a hard blow for her
- It is logical. It did not wish that to Rob it passed nothing to him, but my heart I tranquilize myself to the knowledge that it was well, had to go to its side, had to be next to her. - Daughter, I am going to take the first flight that leaves, I am going to call to the airport, after I call to your telephone
- Mother, better llámame to house of Lucy, I go away as soon as it hangs you for there
- This good, therefore I will do it, so long
- Good bye
I told to my son the happened thing him and I help myself to make a small suitcase, recommended to hope to me but I did not want, wished to arrive the sooner, she could not leave it single in that process. Even memory when my husband died, she I leave message with its daughter, was abroad working and I apologize by not being able to be to my side. But I was close and had to help it, had to console it and to be a support for her. While I finished closing my suitcase next to my son, its wife I help with my ticket of airplane, looking for to me the first flight.
- There are no flights, single is one to 6 the morning. Alice I confirm myself when my son and I lowered with my suitcase
- But it must of having one, anyone, although it is in private or…
- Renee is nothing, I have verified it by all the companies and prices, but anything
- Damn it is, but it must have something, is not possible that leaving an airplane every two hours there is no flight, this good, I will go away in car
- Mother, this crazy person, is the 12 of the night, if you go in car you arrived in the morning at 6 there and for that best one espérese to the airplane of the 6 that to 7 would be there
- No, I would like to be with Lucy and his daughter for the velación of tonight, I must go perhaps and… already, small plane, is some deprived small plane, if I am going to call to find out
Thus I did it and if I obtained it, there was a pair available, my son I take to the airport and it dismissed to me, while I said to him that she called to its sister to house of Lucy and she confirmed my hour of injured to him so that it go to gather to me.
The trip lasts one hour, although to my they seemed me but, we arrived well and it approaches the band of the suitcases coji mine and Sali. It looked for my daughter and it did not see it by any side, but I gave I realized of which there were journalists and for my wretch they had seen me, I thought that they would not recognize to me but it mistook to me they approached towards my and they began the questions and the flash of the cameras. I began to walk without answering but it followed without seeing my daughter, Sali outside the airport and nothing saw it, the journalists followed.
- Boys, please calm, I answer to them already some questions and deacuerdo?
- Like whole of the news?
- By television, it has been a tragedy and I give the condolence him to its family and…
- Vas to go to look for Lucy? , you will be with her at these hard moments?
- If, for that we are the friends, I have come when it finds out to me and I request to you please that you respect so much the memory of Rob as to its family
- If, but… you long ago who do not see it and she it did not go to the burial of its husband
- Good… she then was working and she could not attend but that does not mean that it did not call to me and mine corresponded to me like the friend who is, and now if they excuse to me I must go to me
- You are going away to be in its house? , Renee, you will be next to her from now on?
I did not respond to no question but, my daughter approached me hug cojio my fast suitcase and we entered her car. We talked and it as much put me to of the situation and of which the house of Lucy was surrounded by journalists and which did not let call.
We arrived after a security equipment I let to us pass, retiring the journalists of the door. When it lowers of the car, to the distant spot it distinguished the flash of the cameras that were behind the grate of the house, it turns thinking that that era to me of crazy person and who good that I had retired of all that. I saw Daisy leave its house.
- Hello Renee, that good that you arrived
- Hello small, how are you?, whatever I feel it. It said to him while it embraced it
- Either, good within all or, my mother is the one that the this worse one, not yet this reacting of all the happened one, and soon with those vultures has then worse
- Clear I understand it. You are guarding It here in house?
- If, therefore she has loved my mother to it, but you happen inside, it this wishing of verte, you has surprised much throughout this time
- And I to her and all the family
We entered inside and present my respect to the body of Rob, were a great man, do not take to me very well with him, but it was good and it was burns gave the opportunity to work in that series that had given so much me in my life. Watch in the room where the body had been deposited but then single she was the family of Rob, to which I gave the condolence nothing else and since it did not know them. Daisy I indicate myself that it go to the kitchen that there is she was its mother.
Between and I saw there, seated in the table, with a coffee in the hand and supporting its head in its hands watching downwards, its blond hair fell to him in front of the face, when hearing the door I elevate the face. Its reddish eyes I have swollen made me sadden, she always she was glad, smiling and it was the first time that saw it in that state. She I watch myself and I rise, loosen a grief weeping.
- Renee… hello, thanks to come. Me hug so hard that I felt all its body next to my
- Here I am affection, like these friend? , you do not worry is worth? , all your family this and we are going to you here to support and to help, I feel much friend, you do not know whatever I feel it
- Thanks friend, truely who needed to you, and surprised, needed east hug to you a as real friend as your
- Good… for seeing… they see, siéntate… -. It said to him while of the hands it took it to the chair of return and losing the balance slightly I had to maintain it
- Hey… friend that happens to you?
- Ren, is fault of her takes without eating 24 hours, single takes tablets in its stomach. Gotten upset Daisy. - To see if your you can make eat it something
- That Lu, you do not have to eat, if… you are not going away to put bad and that we do not want that it happens
- It is that it does not pass anything to me
- Then it must try… listens better I am going to take to you to your quarter to rest awhile and I do a broth to you
With my aid it takes it dormitory to its and it knocks down it in the bed, it lowers to the kitchen and I said to him to the girls who were in charge to be pending of the people who arrived at velatorio of Rob, that while I would give something him to eat Lucy. I raised again and she was watching towards the wall, crying, I again put the caldito in the night table and she turn embracing themselves to me.
- Whichever you I have surprised friend, whichever I have needed you all these years
- I also Lu I also have needed to you and I have never forgotten nor a day to you of my life. I thought that hopefully that me it had said it in other circumstance and not in this. - we go Lucy you must eat something, please inténtalo
- This good. It loosen and recostó to me in the bed
Después de comérselo todo gracias a Dios, estuve un rato hablando con ella y tranquilizándola en lo que podía y calmándola en lo que me permitía, la vi cerrar lo ojos, eso me alivio, quería que descansara, debía hacerlo para así aguantar, me levante de la cama, pero su mano cojio la mía.
- You do not go away, you do not go away please, I want that you are here when it wakes up, I want to rest next to my friend
- This good Lucy, your calm one, duérmete, rests. I put myself to its side and we complied being left I seated, supported in the mall pillow of the bed and she depositing its head on my legs
- You do not return to leave friend me, by favor you do not do it, I am scared
- Lucy, rests. It caressed its hair to him. - I will not go away to any side I will be here when you wake up, you I promise it
Slept already, I saw it rest, liked to watch it, saw myself so pretty, seemed that they had not spent the years through her, its breathing was relaxed and to feel its body next to mine I am touched, liked. It always had been the strong the one that supported to everybody and now it was collapsed, now she needed aid and I would not refuse to give it to it, would help it in everything what could.
It had always loved it, always had wanted it and my love followed effective, although each as it followed his way, with his family and we separated, but now we could return to retake our friendship, that friendship that never had to be left, but that we did it by the good of both.
Long ago we had our encounter, a pair of times we loved ourselves, but that I am in the forgetfulness, I suppose for her, but not for me, who although I was very happy with my husband, sometimes when towards the love with him and it closed my eyes saw it her. But that already was last and had to continue being thus, now we were formerly, éramos friends and thus it had to continue being. I closed my eyes, wanted to rest them for if being able and to hold all the night. In one hour it was on her awares.
- Ren?
- If, it tell me. We followed in the same position, I watch myself
- Thanks to be here, never I will have nothing whereupon pagarte what these doing by my
- You have already made it friend, with that glance
It helps it to get up itself and after being speaking awhile but, we left to follow with velatorio. More friends arrived, giving the condolence to all the family. Lucy stayed strong and coat advanced that night and the following day in the cemetery and the following week was accompanied by my daughter, hers and I.
Seating eating, the four we talked, Daisy told us what she had happened to him in his work and I decided that there is already was going to them to say that she had to march to me. I Could not have left but, she did not want to do it in spite of the harassment of the press felt to me very to taste with them in that house.
- Today they have called to me, I must leave, protest to me in….
- Because you go to marcharte? -. Lucy I protest to me. - You cannot, you said to me that you would remain to…
- If Lucy, what I said, but is itself that I must go to house, if you love me….
- No, I want that you remain, I need that you remain
- Mother. Daisy took part. - You must let it go, it has a farm that to take care of and…
- No, it is not just
- Just? ….Lucy listens, I must…
- I believe that it is better than we leave them single, is worth daisy?
- If, I believe that he is the best thing
Both rose and Lucy did taking his plate the same to the kitchen, there the reach, had to explain, did not want to him that she was to me but had to do it, had to take care of my house and my son even continued hoping to me.
- Lucy please, you do not get upset, I feel it, but in the farm I have things that to do, my son even this there with its family
- But you said to me that you would remain
- And thus to be friend, I have been one week and I would have left but but it is impossible to me
The telephone sounded and the answering machine jump, the journalists wanted again to know, wanted to find out and she despair and strongly offed-hook the telephone of the wall.
- I am tired of all this friend, very tired, was holding by you but they go away I am going away to die here, I will not know that to do
- Clear that if, your you are strong and you know to take all to this people
- No, now no, it costs to me, no longer I am like before Ren already….it gives equal, calm, márchate, returns when you can. Of soon one it devises passage by my head
- So that you do not come with me?
- That?
- If, that is friend, vente with me, in my farm you are calm does not open press and has pure air and can relajarte and recharge batteries, that you say to me?
- Renee, I am not field woman, you already know that mine it is the city and I prefer….
- We go, anímate, you will make things different, your work you have left by a time then tomato it vacations in my house, I will have to you as a queen already sides
- As a queen? … mmmmm then that make doubt me then. It smiled, he was his first smile since his husband passed away, and I please me that me he gave it my
- Lucy in serious I will cause that you you pass it brilliant, we go, vente with me you cannot deny that it is a great idea
- Well, I will go away with you, I will go by a time
- Perfect. I smiled to him and yawing an eye to him I continued. - the trip will prepare we will leave tonight
We prepared the things and she in that had as always not changed traveled with many suitcases. I leave the house in charge of Daisy and we escaped towards the airport by the back door so that the journalists did not realize, and we obtained it. Later one flight hour we arrived at my farm.
A worker told me that my son had left and who it had been in calling to me at night. Me disappointments but seeing Lucy liked with me, never I thought I about having it in my house, it became to us behind schedule while we prepared the supper in the patio, but we had supper very to taste and we talked well. It takes it to the room of guests that was in the corner of the superior part and I settle, while I cleaned up in my bathroom. I left with my Albornoz and I went to see if everything were of its affability.
- I can happen? -. Call several times
- Clear woman these in your house. It was with her pajamas already put and seated in the ready bed to sleep
- These to pleasure? , you like east dormitory?
- If thanks, I am to taste, thanks for all Renee
- Don't mention it friend, and your calm one, already sides that tomorrow you happen to you very well, I am going to teach to you to make many things
- Bond
It marches giving him a kiss to me in its cheek, to feel its skin she returned to me crazy, no, it had to clear those thoughts to me of the head. In spite of turning aside my mind when arriving at my quarter I had to return to shower but this time to me with cold affluent water.
The together time went away very fast and we already had been a month although to my it seemed to me much less, felt to me very to taste with its presence. It learned much and fast all the related one to taking a farm. One was precious when it went dressed cattle tender, with its boots and hat and when it mounted its favorite mare.
The winter done to us above and is enchanted to me to chat next to her wing in front chimney, wanted that that situation never finished but had thus to be, wise person who sooner or later she would be wanted to march. Sometimes many of my nights approached me their dormitory to see sleep it, it observed it and I liked much. My feelings had returned more than ever but she did not remember our past.
That night we had decided to leave with friends to have supper and to take something and Willi I accompany house to us, nonwise so that, but Lucy did not take with him and that well me towards stranger so that Lucy always was amiable yet the world. We lowered of the car and he requested to speak a second to me, Lucy I leave to inside.
- It tell me Will, I walk tired that happens?
- I must hablarte
- To see it tell me, if it is by the cattle already I said to you that…
- No, he is not that
- Then?
- Renee, you feel well?
- If, so that?
- I mean…. you feel well when these with me? -. Me it saw it come, always I wanted it to deny but it was certain
- Clear. I did not want to be discourteous, but it had to say the truth to him. - Will, if I feel to taste with you, but friend, as your you did not want, you are my friend and of the best ones, but nothing else
- Well, already I have caught it, but Renee I want that you know that I will be here for which you need
- . It embraces to him. - Your always you have supported to me and I am always going to want to you and to respect, eras the best friend of my husband and now you are a great friend mine, thanks for all that
- Bond, this good, enters house friend, you are not going away to cool
- Prudent Dea
Between in house and I saw move away by the window, if you are a great friend but he were not mine, did not feel no type of love by him. But it felt by that woman who brought love crazy person to me, a secret love that it wanted to remove and it could not. It was seated in front of the chimney, it watched the flames, its blue eyes shone. I in front of seated her in the other armchair.
- I am exhausted friend your not it these? -. It said to him without obtaining answer not even and mirarme-. - Lucy…. these good?
- If. I answer myself dryly and coldly without letting watch the fire
- Good Oh…… mmmm… we took ourselves completes it? , you want something? -. It did not give answer me. - In serious these good, I notice something to you…
- If, I am well that but you want that it says to you? -. Its glance nail in my, the fire of the chimney was in its eyes, was gets upset of that was no doubt
- But… so that these gotten upset? , I have done something that bothered to you? , I have said something that did not have. Before you were happy, you laughed, that happens to you?
- Nothing, this must finish, I have decided to march to me, tomorrow same I return to the city
- But… so that? , I thought that here you were to taste, that eras happy
- And it was it… I am it… I mean that… it has you know that? … déjame peacefully Renee, I am tired and I am going away to sleep. I did not understand its reaction but I retained it before one left cojiendo it the arm
- Delay woman, cuéntame, we are friends, that demons happens to you?
- Nothing that suéltame by favor is incumbent to you and, I want to go to rest. Treatment to loosen and leave it did not want to retain it to the force
- Delay….Lucy by God, but so that you speak to me thus? So that these having this behavior? , that is what it bothers to you?
- To my? , bothers? I? … not…. for nothing friend… that has said to you that I am annoying? , in addition about my you do not worry, you already know your you can irte when it pleases to you and to leave with who you want and revolcarte with anyone
- Revolcar to me?
- If, I have seen very abrazadita your great friend Will you, you would have to see followed and haberte put in its car and….
- Lucy by God, you do not know what those saying, I believe that the glasses that you have taken have raised you of but, if, it is better than we are going away to rest. Try to take hold the arm to him and she I separate it quickly
- I do not touch Renee, you do not approach my and lárgate of once with that man which you wish so much, that you are created? , that I am stupid? , that I do not hear to you when in the nights you shower to you?
- I believe that it is better than it marches me to the bed and… -. I went towards the stairs but it retained an arm to me
- Ah no, now you do not go away, you did not want to speak, because now you are going to me to listen. I turn myself of blow and I pass its arms to me through the waist
- This is of crazy people, suéltame Lucy, by God suéltame-. It did not want to have it so close, was beginning I to like too much that situation and had to respect it
- So that? , that is what you wish truth? That it embraces to you….that it caresses to you… -. It began to lower to its hands, caressing my thighs, raised them quickly and it introduced in my jerséis, touching my chests. - Thus you want that it caresses you for sentirte satisfied? -. No longer it holds but and my excitation increase and without but….
- Thus it is as desire that you caress your idiot to me, who you love to me your, that you make me feel that fire that I must extinguish every night with a shower by the simple one I throw to think that these about that quarter and that I do not have to touch to you, because you deserve my respect
- That? , of which these speaking to me? -. Their hands left my jerséis and returned to my waist
- What you have heard, I am already tired of all this, I die to think that you are wanted to move away again of my, of that you return to throw to me of your life, when I watch to you and you smile to me you cheer the day to me and when I see you walk you make me sigh and if, I wish you much more of which you imagine, I need to you and never in no of all these years I have forgotten to you. And now you come to me with the payasada one of Will and you cause to me of this form, because if Lucy or you know it, I love you and desire with madness and now who or you I have said it and I have cleared this weight of above you do what you of the desire, it vetoes if you want, of all forms your you forgot my long ago
Retire its hands and it turns raising the stairs to me quickly, wanted to move away to me of her, it felt ashamed, it wanted to me to be single. She I am reached in the superior corridor, giving again the return me to be as opposed to in front.
- I have not finished speaking
- And now that you love Lucy? , I am tired of all this
- I do not like that you say to me that I have forgotten , so that it is not certain, I to you never I obtain olvidarte, does not forget the moments next to you
- Then it seems that if, by like these tolerating to you, but I say something to you, already it gives equal, déjalo thus, and déjame peacefully, I must go to give a shower me. I said to him with irony
- No, this time….tonight, you are not going away to give a shower
I take hold the face kissing to me with passion, my mind went away, my body felt that kiss, and my skin emotion sprocket wheel. I approach the wall retaining to me its body yet, taking hold with its hands my hands in stop, while it kissed to me passionally on the neck, thing that made me sigh and moan of pleasing. Holding to me to my two hands with one hers under the other by my waist, arriving at the button of my trousers, undoing it and introducing its hand in my sex, caressing it and giving an irremediable pleasure me.
That was not well, had to be thus, not then, wished it if, but it did not want outside that thus, with alcohol, that situation and that discussion that we were having.
- For… please…. Hold. Remove its hand aside and slowly
- So that? , perhaps is not what you wish? -. Its glance was ignited, defied to me
- … I do not say if… but… no, not thus, of this form, this this good, I do not like the form in that you behave and desire not to do it perhaps so that tomorrow you return to me to leave since you did it in the past, I do not want that in my life again, do not want to suffer
- Oh… already… sure I imagine, surely what you want is that it comes and you he does it… who…
- Cállate Lucy-. She shouts to him, I loving it with all my soul and it demanded something to me unusual
He continued protesting and speaking to trivialities, nonwise if it were the alcohol or its jealousy or the two together things, the question he is that he saw that the thing was being put worse and I noticed that also was getting upset to me of but, had to finish that.
Try to go to me but it retained to me behind taking hold the waist to me, embraced to me saying to me that that night wanted to be with me, that it wanted to do hers to me, gave the return violently me and it retained to me again against the wall, as I could manages to move away it and I gave a slap him. She I remain quiets, single watched to me, I approach and I kiss myself with violence. It separates it and I returned to bofetear it. Its kiss repeated the action but this time change, was passional and I pleasure to me, God! She had never touched to anybody or at least to my children and it had I throw that she got upset me to the degree to give a slap him
- You can continue giving me to slaps all the night or all your life Renee, but against but me DES, but kisses you are going to receive
- These crazy person Lucy, completely crazy. My tears left, that situation surpassed to me
- If… your you have crazy person to me of jealousy, your you make me feel to me thus, your you are the person who you cause to me and you return to me crazy
- So that? So that? -. My tears did not stop and it drops to me to the ground, it needed to seat to me, she seated to my side
- So that, that? , so that I love you? , by which I need to you? So that I want to be to your side by always. So that you are a wonderful being Renee, so that you are pretty, so that you have a pure and good heart, single mírate to the mirror and then you will understand so that of my love
- Already… Lucy, already, cállate please
- But so that small. Fact its arms on my and me hug, that I like, I felt like prote'ge'e, dear as towards she did not feel to me much, she change, she notices it in that tender hug that she gave me, tapeworm reason, I loved it and she had declared me his
- I love you Lucy, I want to you. Single I said to him without watching it
- They see here. I accommodate to me in its arms, supported she in the wall and I in his take feeling his breathing, his body. - You do not cry affection, I do not spill a tear, your you deserve to be happy and if I can give you I am going it to do, to these height of my life I already do not go to dejarte to escape again
We remained a time thus, we did not take much in rising I have to go to my dormitory in which we slept meetings. We spent one night wonderful of love, affection, secrets. Now after a year, we turned our anniversary and I have to him prepared a celebration. It came to live with me, in the present time to her enchants him plus field that to my, ground to joke with that and the truth that nor the press to him when tells occurred, single she decided to leave her race artistic, they asked to him and single she I answer to them:
Desire to pass the rest of my life living outdoors….

The end